I am so freaking excited and happy for you! I cannot even begin to convey my level of enthusiasm. You are a wonderful mama to the kids you have already and that wonder will grow with the new additions to your family. I am so proud of you. You have persevered through many adversarial trials to answer the call God has sent.
I want you to know some things. I need you to remember these things on the bad days, months, years.
- God's ways are not our ways. He has called you to parent these beautiful children. He knows the strife and the beauty that lie ahead. Never ever question His calling. You were created to be the mama to these kids. There will be times when that feels too big and you feel too small. Get over it. He's got your back. ;-)
- Live in the present. Don't let your mind reside in the past where your kids were, where you were. Now is so precious. Yesterday will steal today's joy.
- Never be afraid to ask for help. You WILL need help. We all need help. Help is good!
- Stay connected. This life is so isolating. You are going to be attachment parenting the first months and in order to give all for your kids, you will need to stay filled up yourself. Call. Write. Send carrier pigeons or smoke signals. Please, stay connected to those that fill you.
- It's okay to avoid the nay-sayers. You know, those people that think you are insane. They may be close or far away, and you may love them dearly, but right now you need supportive and helpful people surrounding you. It's okay to back away from Negative Nancys for a while.
- Feelings are good things, even when they aren't good feelings. Your emotions do not control you. You are allowed to feel any emotion that happens along. Don't ever feel guilty for feeling. Feeling is good. Not feeling is bad.
With love and grace,
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