It's been a strange few weeks. It was a crazy busy time getting things in
order before my surgery. Then along came
surgery day, two weeks ago today! I
never felt nervous or scared or anything but peace about going through with
it....until the millisecond I woke up in the recovery room. I believe my first words were, "oh, I
changed my mind." Without getting
too graphic, I never do very well with anesthesia. No medication they have can stop the visceral
reaction my body undergoes after surgery.
I was so hopeful it would be different this time as the docs just cut
apart my stomach and moved things in there around. Nope.
Nothing helped...except whole cloves tucked in my cheek. Weird, huh?
The girls did very well in my absence. KC had a few meltdowns and seemed on edge
until she heard I was ok after surgery.
AJ stayed with grandma and grandpa for four sleepovers! She was quiet and a bit withdrawn, but did
very well behaviorally. She was thrilled
to come with grandma and grandpa to pick me up at the hospital. She loved to see my bedroom and try out the
funny bed. She was even happier to have
me home. My precious little
caretaker. She checks my incisions every
day to see if they are all gone.
In the last two weeks I have decided the surgery was worth it...
It took the first week to "feel" that way. But now there's little to no pain. And the numbers are staggering... I went into
the hospital on 265 units of insulin a day and 1000 mg of metformin (a diabetes
medication). I was released from the
hospital with no insulin and no metformin.
My docs have also discontinued two other medications. Not to mention, I've lost 13 pounds in two weeks. Since starting the program 10 months ago I've
lost a total of 57 pounds. I certainly have a long way to go, but I'm off to a
good start.
I am excited to have this new start in my life. It's an
honor and a privilege. I do not and will not treat this lightly. This is a game changer, my friends. My goals this year: 1-Starting anew and truly living life and
living it to its full extent. 2- No
more hiding. 3- Be kind to me, too.
As my little family and I look forward, I see another year
of change and renovations! Both internal
and external! We are truly excited to see what God has planned for each of
us.
What's God moving and changing in your life?